Thursday, November 15, 2018

Lust


This feeling building in me is overwhelming
Causing my insides to get to swelling

Lights low, lights on,
doesn’t matter
I just need you to mix me into the batter

Whip me up,
beat me down
Crack me open,
turn me around

Slide all up in this crown
its finna be a shakedown

Keep those hands all over my body
I wanna be your little hot tottie
Ooo, my gawdie
Damn daddy you really are naughty

Kiss me in all those places I dare
Smack that ass a little I ain’t scared
I want your tongue and hands everywhere
Make your reason for being here clear

Tonight, it’s all yours if you want it
You kinda Gerber so I been frontin
But you be stunting, so I be punting
We both over here getting nothing

I guess its time we start confronting

…this lustful energy
Causing undeniable synergy
Fawk its getting slippery
This feels like some kinda wizardry

Aww there’s those spirit fingers
Your orgasmic effects linger
You’re about to get you a stage 5 clinger
If you keep making my body emit sounds like a singer

Your lips rounding my mounds
You’re like a well-tuned orchestra
renowned
An orgasm is abound
Keep moving those hips round and round

I move left, you follow suit
I go right, you don’t miss a tune

Just when I thought you were done,
You chuckled and said we’ve only just begun

I smirk and say you know I am no nun
You’re trying to pull the beast out of me, you haven’t won

Our egos-tripping
But our bodies imprinting
All of this good sinning
I guess you’re winning,
Nova’s grinning
Soon her head will be spinning
And just like that we messed up all these good linens

Exasperated
Spent
Yet yearning for more
Hmph….
I just might let you be my new boy toy

x
x

Thursday, October 18, 2018

InsecuriTea



Time and time again, I keep letting you win
That little voice mocking me with chagrin

Does he like me? Does he like me not? Do this nigga really think I’m a thot?

He tells me, I love you
I hear, your cool
He tells me he wants to marry me,
I heard I got her fooled
He tells me keep it sweet
I heard let me beat

Yo they be doing your girl crazy in these streets

But I got that In-securi-Tea

Girl let me tell you about it,
should feel familiar, don’t doubt it.

You build yourself up and he breaks you back down
Insecuritea got you out here looking like a clown

Lonely,
crying
and weeping,
Wondering what’s going to happen in this next season
Of who wanna hit, because you never seem to be it
And incessantly left chock full of resentment

I love me!

At least that’s what you keep telling yourself
But you always end up alone taking care of delf
Wondering if you should just gwan and put your heart on the shelf
And let these niggas expire and do bad by thyself

Not amused, but he moving funny
Got you out here looking like a big ol dummy

If it’s not side babies, its lovers with secret kids
It’s the married types looking for refuge outside their dens

Or the serial dater, with no time now or later
But suddenly discovers the clock when he thinks your pussy is the waiter

Are you too headstrong? A dumb shrew?
Feels like you’ve been a 15-year something-to-do

Just when you thought you had it figured out boo,
Here comes baby mama #1 and #2

Gah, help me find my man
A beautiful person with a game plan

Show me why he really deserves this chance
To make my pussy quiver and do my dance

My safe haven, not another vagrant
the one I don’t have to throw flags for being flagrant
Or bullshit statements
miscommunicating, getting complacent
then 3-mos later get caught looking for my replacement

Damn I want it so bad I actually crave it!
But the way this atmosphere is setup, I don’t think I can brave it.

Tuesday, October 16, 2018

Love's Incarnate


Love’s Incarnate: 

I was broken, and you helped me pick back up the pieces, 
never once complaining or hoping it’d be easy

You knew you had a task at hand, that’s what I relish 
Thinking of you with other women actually makes me jealous!

You personify my inner cravings and fill up my existence with your presence, 
Opening me up, and shining bright with your iridescence…
Teaching me lessons, 
being my blessing 
My quiet in the storm when I’m stressing

Be my wake up and my put back to bed, 
The snooze and relief instead of Sudafed 

Help me rise back up from the dead, 
I promise this time I will allow myself to be led

I still remember everything that you said

Like how you loved me, and you wanted to reach every crevice of my being 
That for you this wasn’t something to do, but I was your reason for breathing! 

You told me to stop my doormat behavior and set boundaries, 
Because real Queens know their worth and don’t get caught up in past camaraderie’s! 

You told me to stay away from the thieves pillaging and taking my essence, 
You said, "You’re special little Mama, shit you’re a blessing".

He reminded me that he was Love’s incarnate and I had nothing to lose, 
Only way I could do that is if I hit snooze…

I was disoriented and confused, 
he was a breath of fresh air, 
my heart’s new refuge with old love swept away by the deluge

I had to pick up my pride and slay my ego’s lie
I was what was wrong with the picture in the past, 
I allowed me to die.

He picked me back up and dusted me off 
Polished me like a trophy and fixed the crown I once adorned
This time it was more beautiful, and I saw it like I never did before. 

Adjusting it so it fit over all my doubts. 
Reminding me that its me he dreamed about.

Love's Incarnate


Thursday, October 11, 2018

Piano/Drums.... a collaboration

Piano by Mocha Dee

Once in the past, a teacher asked
"If you was an instrument what would you be?"
"Piano," I said, "is what I'd be."
To this day, there's something about a piano that is so intriguing
Racism and segregation doesn't exist
Because these black and white keys play as one
I would love to be a piano cuz out of all other pianos
I would be the flirtacious one
I would be that MUST HAVE piano
Because my keys can fit a man's fingers perfectly
My music is sweet, no need for tune ups...just perfect harmony
Other pianos would be jealous cuz they collect dust, but I stay clean and shine
Just me and my musician playing a song caught in a moment of time

You see, drums are too rough, and strings are too soft
But keys are perfect to me
I could make a sound that could touch a soul...anticipating ecstacy
High notes are what my musician loves to hear
So I must oblige faithfully
He could have any piano in the world, but he knows the best is me
See, I just don't play for any ol' body...especially no female
I'm that one and only antique for that one special male
His beat goes to my melody...
My melody to his rhythm...
With every stroke of my keys...
DOE DOE DOE...RE RE RE...MI MI MI MI

When I spoke this to my teacher
You should've saw the face I seen
Cuz deep down inside and in his mind...HE wanted to play MY keys
His hands on my BLACK and my black on top of his WHITE
Was the only PIANO he dreamed
He came to me close and spoke in a low voice
And said, "Meet me after class."
At that moment, I wasn't a flirt...I was a piano made of glass
As he closed the door behind the rest
My heart raced out my chest
He said, "I never knew you felt this way. Really, I'm impressed."
I started to unbutton my blouse to give him a little tease
Hey, you have to remember, my mind was fragile...I was young and naive

I was PLEXY...I was STRONG...I could handle this kind of song
But once the music began and my keys touched his hands...I knew it was wrong
Suddenly, I began to crack because he wasn't the musician I wanted
He would have NEVER chose my piano if I didn't flaunt it
Seconds passed...FA
Minutes passed...SO
LA and TI never happend
I had to bring it back to DOE DOE DOE DOE
He looked at me puzzled and said, "Are you gonna let me tap your keys or not?!"

STAY TUNED...cuz what happens next...THICKENS THE PLOT

Drums by Lovely

Tap my keys no… but beat my drums yes,
See we’ve been discussing the wrong percussion stress,

He was quick and fast, nothing like a piano stroke…
More like the beating sound of the dark jungles.

Though I loved the Piano and the noises it evoked,
The beat of the drum always had me stoked!

He wanted to tame my beauty and captivate my beast,
So I decided I’d let him determine the tunes to this beat!

He started off slow, methodic, smooth,
As he ran his hand across my membranous tools.

Along the drumskin he slid his finger,
then he skidded along being oh so tender!

Causing my drums to make noise and delight with glee,  
As I listened to our beautiful harmony!

Nothing like the schoolboys
Not some fake spin off or decoy,
This man right here was the real McCoy.

Gliding his hands across my skin,
The yearning really starting to begin!

I was reacting in the most unnatural way
I began making sounds that didn’t urge me to sway…..
…from the task at hand, especially this movement,
This was a language that I was not quite fluent in…  

I was used to pretty sounds and gentle touches,
All I could feel were the strong beat of his thumping.


The strokes were soft and deep, then came the beating, the stomp, the heat!
The feelings that I felt I just couldn’t believe!

Beating me into submission, causing me to roar,
Creating ripples that shook me to my core…..

Most of the time, I am untuned,
It’s not very easy to make me croon….
To the beat of a song,
Usually you have to hang on,
Till you hear the tiny whispers and you struggle to hang on….

But the tension of his drum head against my shell,
It took everything in me not to scream and yell!

He placed the hoop around the drum head and shell,
Merging our senses, our feelings, and our smell!

Increasing the tension, how could I forget to mention,
Caused an undeniable growl to emit from my kitten.

The amplitude reduced and the frequency increased,
Making my pitch higher, but causing my volume to decrease…..
To a low guttural sound,
More like a growl,
The animal like intensity starting to come out!

Making noises causing women’s eyes to become green with envy
I’ve never been a selfish lover, so I let them watch, why be stingy?

The beat steady moving, our hearts not skipping a beat,
Damn had I known drums would be this good, I never would have got all “Piany”

Piano, I mean, but I can’t proceed, because the sound of his drums against mine is causing agony….
filled pleasure and remorse,
something as blissful as marriage and as painful as divorce…
Damn where’s the source? Of this eternal chord’s voice…. Because before I knew it, we were on a different course.

Again, I was lost but willing to learn, what else could this musician cause inside me to stir?

He smiled at me and I was quickly able to discern, what he had next wasn’t to be deterred.

Strings! How could it be? He found some more notes that were hiding inside of me…  

Stay tuned, because if you remember, these types of instruments only get better!