Insatiable, Part II

Bring that ass over here

Come whisper some sexy shit in my ear

You know all the things I love to hear

Like damn baby you’re so wet

Fingers in my folds, as you caress

Placing me in the right position

As we commence with the kissing

You deploy for this mission

To hear Nova purr like a Kitten

The only thing interrupting us is distance

I just want the D

That’s why I am acting up

Spank me a little baby

I want you to cuff

Missing you is so hard to do

I’d rather be fucking you

I want to be the only thing on your mind

Tell all them other women to get in line

My love overpowers, we’re intertwined

They have no chance, they’re bitterly left behind

When you’re awake and when you’re sleep,

I am the one you will want to keep

You’re the art and I am the artist

You’re my greatest masterpiece

Come paint me with your love

Fuck that condom, my pussy is the glove

You ain’t gotta ask me, I am ready

Slide this tongue up and down your body

Hey now, keep steady

I want to be manhandled

Face against the wall as you scramble

To lift my legs and give me more than I can handle

So good, we on the news, issa scandal

I imagine us laid up on that island

Doing all the things we keep denying

Skin glistening

Our bodies listening

Love imprinting

All that goodness

I’ve been missing it

How bad do you want it?

Come show me now

I want you to devour my ass

Give me a good plow

Stop with the cute shit

This is not high brow

Damn, you’re my type 

I am open, nearly ripe

I really hope you’re worth all this hype

Naked

Drenched

Sweaty

We a mess….

Damn I can’t wait for you to get here and relieve all this stress….

Insatiable….

Insatiable

I really do be missing you and I can’t take it

My feelings are developing, no faking

Ever since you and I crossed paths

In that moment I knew I was going to give you some ass

You even have the ability to make me laugh

I’m a groupie, go ahead and put me on staff

Victim to your love

I'm in a grip

Hoping you're legit

And worth the risk

Love me like you really want me

Rub your hands all over my body

That handsome face and your muscular build

Your soft lips between my legs

Damn your skilled

Kinda loving makes me want to run my mouth

Hop on that flight and go south

Gotta keep it on the low

Seems like the more people know

The more they’ll ruin our flow

Insatiable, I wanna fuck you right now

On the table,

on the bed,

on the floor

fuck it outside on the ground

Aint nobody hit it since you did it

Let's make a couple illegitimates

Hehe, just kidding…

Unless you with it...

I want you so deep, no need to sleep

Put me on my knees, baby I'm nasty

Feeling you pulsate, just don't cum too fastly

If you do put it on my face… yea exactly…

Incredibly, irresistibly insatiable

Fuck, shit right now I am tamable

Dinner is ready, pussy a la carte on the table

Ms. Shari

It’s been four years and I am still in pain

You not being here with me is strange

I cry everyday because I miss you

Wishing for just a brief moment I could hug and kiss you

I play your voicemails almost on the daily

Even though sometimes hearing your voice is kinda scary

Memories flood my mind as I recollect your last days

Selfishly being angry because you missed my birthday

How petty that seems in the grand scheme of things

Hindsight being 20/20, regret and misery springs

I still haven’t accepted it was time for you to get your wings

God what I’d give to see you again,

Spend time with you and be in your Zen

Your grandchildren miss you too

They keep bringing up all their memories with you

I miss you calling me to tell me about your day

Somehow the convo changing and you telling me I always gotta have my own way

It’s the Leo in me that made me bossy

I have always been a little bit saucy, maybe cocky

You scoffed it off and brought me back down

Off that high horse I seemed to be bound

Only you knew how to reign me in, in a way that said love, but girl “I ain’t playing”

Missing your bad way of swearing like “suck my ass”

Us making fun of you and you making us laugh

You left a legacy like no other

You gave me a sister and four brothers

For that I am forever grateful

Because through them I remain stable

I see a bit of you in all of us

I am sure that made you blush, so there’s a plus

From Antwain’s faces

To James’ attitude

To Aaron’s carefree living

And Anthony’s I am mad at you

Alandra ha, that’s your twin

She loses everything, but that’s how I know we’re kin

You leaving us the way you did was the hardest thing we’ve had to do

But without each other, I don’t know how we’d get through

Even beyond the grave you still have a message,

True Shari style you keep us guessing

You being gone is one of my greatest life lessons

Realizing more and more how you being my Mom was a blessing

You struggled with demons from a young age,

Yet you found the energy to love us even on your worst days

For this, you deserve all the praise

Life hasn’t always been a crystal stair,

But you made it better because you were always there

I am bawling my eyes out as I type

Trying to keep my emotions from getting too hype

That ain’t gonna happen so I’ll end it right here

As I unload my heart and soul for strangers to bare

May you Rest In Peace now and forever

I am hoping this ode to you will make me feel better!

I miss you Mama….

Crush

I’m gonna be real honest

I don’t think I can fulfill my promise

Being around you is problematic

I feel the cling lingering like static

Fire and energy the same

You controlling the flame

Ella Mai crooning… you’re even hijacking my music

Two passions burning

Astrologically our signs are stirring

As they pick up on this tension

Maybe you and I have crossed in other dimensions

Flowing in the sheets and you’re in between

Taking me to places I’ve yet to see

In my mind and body’s grace

Intertwined in this ethereal space

Waiting for its escape

But you don’t see my point of view

Because I don’t want this relationship misconstrued

I really need to chill

I need to stop it

I can’t allow my lust to make me too honest

But my spirit is glowing

And this feeling isn’t slowing

We want it, I feel it, but must acquit  

I don’t want the results to be opposite

Our spirits delighting in meeting

Hoping our private parts will also be greeting

But knowing I must keep this a secret

Can’t have our business leaking…

No one will be surprised when we make that move

But we will wait for the Universe to approve

Until then, crushing on you is number one on my list of to-do’s

Surrender

Surrender

Spiritual Duality is my reality

Death of the Ego is required for immortality

Moment to moment,

Hour to hour,

Thinking past this point means I am not using my power

I can feel the spirits all around me

All of them serving as my spiritual army

Whisperings are in me

So are deception and envy

This is really spiritual

I am merely an observer of miracles

Surrender is the name of the game

Thinking I am in control is what keeps them away

My invitation to peace has been extended by my surrender

Understanding that my mind is deceptive and only renders

negative pictures

I hear them and ignore thee

Thinking I know more than those before me

Divine downloads

I am not disillusioned,

This is a transfusion, to remove the occlusion

That requires my absolute seclusion

Life is an illusion,

ego just allows for confusion

My dreams  are the portal to these places

Where I can look upon my ancestors faces

Download their good graces

With the understanding that these are different spaces

My powers strengthening

Who knew all I had to do was stop talking and start listening?

Ase!

Trip

Intuition screaming loudly at this one

Feeling a way, but I don’t know where it came from

The synergy between us two

Producing this energy I must pursue

An invisible tie between us both

Got me feeling like doing the most

Tripping over my damn self to get to you

Like that feeling you get when you pop a shroom

Our powers manifesting in full bloom

The revelation of that we shall see soon

I am the mystery woman you desire

The edible that you took earlier to take you higher

I am the Universe’s response to your wish

Spiritual planes to a place of being you didn’t know could exist

I popped up on you out of the mist

It was something my soul continued to insist

The cosmos make no mistakes

Our thoughts and time are finally in a synchronized space

Your yearnings, satiated by my being

My being notifying the rest of me we’re feening

I am totally high off you; I don’t want to come down

You feel like the other half of my crown

I am naked, bare, exposed and vulnerable

Omg, this feels so uncomfortable

Yet normal

Spirit telling me to let go and soar

For he was produced for you in the divinity store

The twin flame you’ve been waiting to adore

The universe has delivered, 

Sign for it and get what you paid for…

Sucker Free-Style

Dear Sucker,

I hate you’re stinking guts!

You make me vomit

You’re the scum between my toes

Love,

A scorned Bitch!

That’s me writing this letter to this lame,

Realizing now, it was all a game

Channeling my inner Alfalfa,

But I won’t send Buckwheat, I’m an Alpha

I intend real shade by the letter that I made

Straight shots, even got a blade

As I am spewing this fire,

I am aiming for your chest and shooting like a geyser

Channeling energy into this cypher

While simultaneously trying to decipher

How you could say the things you’ve said to me

All rash, no love, it’s a fucking tragedy!

How could you disrespect my mother whom is buried in the ground?

Now I’d be wrong if I hit you with 6-rounds

Watch you as you bleed out by bounds

I am getting too excited about this,

let me calm down!

I was in love, but stupid

You prove to me on a daily that you’re useless

From the part-time care that you provide,

To the fake ass disguise you put on for your Pride

From the unnecessary manipulation

To the constant insinuation, outright lies

and dramatic presentations

Ha, your antics should be a full-on syndication

Just more of the same ol same

Constantly making me out to be the blame,

Yet you never explain

What I ever did to you,

Not that anyone would believe it,

we already know it ain’t true

How dare you hurt the little face that looks like you,

It’s all good because your karmic debt is being accrued

Soon you will see

Just how much you fucked up

when you thought you could hurt me

I am a Goddess amongst your mere mortality

I should have never allowed you to be a part of my reality

You took it for granted and I took it away

Then came that fuck shit on full display

It sucks and I am truly dismayed

Not because I want you anymore,

But at the fact you turned out to be a lame!

You pulled me in under the premise of love,

I gotta admit you was hitting, we fit like a glove

You were my burning buddy, my lover and friend

Sadly you lied, and lied and you lied again

Ending what should have probably never beginned

That aint a word, but it rhymed

All unimportant anyways, shits benign

This is the beginning of your decline,

I reign Supreme and that’s what you recognize!

You have more in common with Beyonce than a birthday,

Because you still want me like she wants Jay-Z in the worst way

But instead of being the best you never had,

I am the best thing you lost

Guess that’s why you really mad

Queenin

What started out slow, suddenly began careening

Lately, I ain’t been Queening

Queening ain’t for the squeamish

It’s wearing your head held high as you struggle with demons

Fending off the negative energy when you’ve been beaten

Spirit vamps stealing pieces of you and leaving

It’s not taking anything disrespectful or demeaning

Cut that shit out like a shrub,

Queens start preening

Allergic to the BS,

they be sneezing

Guard up, get that repellant so its fleeking!

Crown slightly slanted, but not fallen

Bossing up on you clowns, B I’m Stalin

Keeping my head in the clouds

dreaming

Thoughts of the high life on my mind,

teeming

on the brink of spilling over

got me

feening

It’s my time,

you been sleeping

Rest easy tho,

it’s my season

I am Sublime

Something like a dime,

Add me up and you get more bang for your buck

EVERY

TIME

I had been left dazed, betrayed and dismayed

I was settling for the downgrade

Fixing it all up with a hap-hazard band-aid

Tired of experiences controlling the narrative of my pen

Especially when it comes to these men

Gotta be my biggest fan

Believe in me like only I can

That had always been the master plan

On my rise to being Grand

So here I stand, with my game plan,

Waiting for my millions of followers and fans

Maybe one day I can add a man....