InsecuriTea

Time and time again, I keep letting you win

That little voice mocking me with chagrin

Does he like me? Does he like me not? Do this nigga really think I’m a thot?

He tells me, I love you

I hear, your cool

He tells me he wants to marry me,

I heard I got her fooled

He tells me keep it sweet

I heard let me beat

Yo they be doing your girl crazy in these streets

But I got that In-securi-Tea

Girl let me tell you about it,

should feel familiar, don’t doubt it.

You build yourself up and he breaks you back down

Insecuritea got you out here looking like a clown

Lonely,

crying

and weeping,

Wondering what’s going to happen in this next season

Of who wanna hit, because you never seem to be it

And incessantly left chock full of resentment

I love me!

At least that’s what you keep telling yourself

But you always end up alone taking care of delf

Wondering if you should just gwan and put your heart on the shelf

And let these niggas expire and do bad by thyself

Not amused, but he moving funny

Got you out here looking like a big ol dummy

If it’s not side babies, its lovers with secret kids

It’s the married types looking for refuge outside their dens

Or the serial dater, with no time now or later

But suddenly discovers the clock when he thinks your pussy is the waiter

Are you too headstrong? A dumb shrew?

Feels like you’ve been a 15-year something-to-do

Just when you thought you had it figured out boo,

Here comes baby mama #1 and #2

Gah, help me find my man

A beautiful person with a game plan

Show me why he really deserves this chance

To make my pussy quiver and do my dance

My safe haven, not another vagrant

the one I don’t have to throw flags for being flagrant

Or bullshit statements

miscommunicating, getting complacent

then 3-mos later get caught looking for my replacement

Damn I want it so bad I actually crave it!

But the way this atmosphere is setup, I don’t think I can brave it.