I woke up on 11/11 under a spell
I needed to tap into my manifestation well
But before I can do it, I have to deal
Because manifestation doesn’t come unless you heal
Yup, all up in my feels
This Scorpio energy annoying, but real
Pushing me to take notice of the things revealed
Uncover the darkness I used Ego to shield
Pulling me deep under where the dark spots lie
To face the little girl that was abandoned, but didn’t know
why
You see her pretty brown face and furrowed brow,
As she tries to navigate an adult world as a child
9 years old, she doesn’t know how
Yet the world expects her to
And keep a smile
Even as her entire world is crashing down
Being taken advantage of and never making a sound
She learns to cope through masking her pain
Putting on a front and acting brave
Everyone began to expect it
She’s never able to be herself, completely authentic
Losing her voice, but finding it today
Hey lil mama, we turn out okay
We no longer have to be afraid
Of that boom, that big earthquake
That put us in this cocoon in the first place
Unaware of the impact because we felt safe
I am here to heal you so we can grow up unencumbered
By the pain of our past or it’ll take asunder
I want you to know that vulnerability isn’t a weakness
It’s a roadmap to your deepest darkest secrets
And the path to your purpose lies in the bleakness
Facing your demons isn’t a sneak diss
I want you to know all the things you deserve
In the end you’ll find a mission in why this occurred
Your life isn’t deterred
You go on to be the shit,
no dreams deferred
In chaos, we move towards the brightest light
You a Bad ass Bitch in 2020, in spite
Of everything
they did to shut you down
You need to know you make me so fucking proud!
I love you so much little me and you need to know that
Because me loving you is what’s most important
I know the people that should have been there weren’t
But you have to release that, those are their lessons to
learn
Their screwups don’t determine your worth
You have your own path to forge on this earth
Self-love is the best love and you got this
It’s safe to come out your shell regardless
To make a better decision for tomorrow today
New directions, different lessons
The choice to change
Sharniece Benders copyright 2020. Not available for use without permission
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